I feel like I’ve given up. I know I haven’t, I know this is a first step and only a step, but still. I can’t look at the feeds from the winter meetings without being sad that I’m not there. I *should* be there. But I’m here at my desk in a hockey arena, of all places. I don’t even really like hockey, though I must admit it’s starting to grow on me. No matter how much it grows, I will always love baseball more.